Friday, May 27, 2011
♥ 30. One thing you're excited for
Ok I'm finally getting down to doing this coz I'm really bored at work. There's really interesting going on (for me at least). And since the first qn is just so damn tough I'm gna follow RachKam and do starting from the last qn. =D
Ok something I'm excited for. I was going to say uni, until I realised that I have this perfect ans after going out w (part of) CTG ytd. Ok actually it was after the train ride on the way to meet them.
If you're frm CTG and you're reading this, I think you might knw what I'm talking about by now. ;)
Hahahahahaha shallow as it is, I'm actually excited about this cute guy who's interning at my workplace starting this week! =P Ok this is making me sound totally desperate, shallow and whatnot. But still. C'mon, it's been a really long time since I've seen a cute guy! And with the potential to become part of my social circle somemore! Haha. Well too bad the guy isnt interning in my team but since I know the temp in that team... Close enough. =P
Mok, you're not the only one seeing cute guys. xD
And HF, too bad I really think he's attached.
Well I dont have any intention of going aft him in a bgr manner anw. Just.. Eyecandy hahaha. ^^ Perks of my job lol. Somemore he's going to be around all the way till I stop working so, woohoo~ Haha. Actually there's another intern in another team who's quite good looking also. But the one I'm supposedly "excited" about is more friendly so, too bad. But aiyah I'm just joking lah. We just happen to have a nice conversation on the train and I just hope I can gain another friend. =) The looks are just an additional bonus. xD
Speaking of interns, did I mention that the intern who just joined my team is giving me stress? As in, she's not actively giving me pressure like keep on acting like my boss and breathing down my neck or anything like that. In fact she's a really nice person and very friendly also. Think it's just my own mentality/personality problem lah. =X
Ok I really hope these interns never ever find my blog. Ever. If not, I'm dead. But well, if you're one of the interns I mentioned up there and you're reading this, I want you to understand that I mean no harm ok. Those are just some of the crazy thoughts I have that I HAPPEN TO blog out. If you cannot stand it then probably we wont be very close friends in future either so... Ya.
Yep ok, just now my team head dated me for lunch hahaha. Went for Subway! Like finally lol. After eating Quiznos last night, I thought I preferred Subway. But after eating Subway, I can't decide b/w the two heh. I think I love the Quiznos cookie but I love Subway for having a wider variety of choices! =) But anw, both are good so yep, a recommendation frm me! =)
Anw, during the "date", my team head actually talked to me about alot of stuff, from work to personal life. I think she wanted to find out how I thought about the team/e2i so far so I just gave her my honest opinions coz really, working in e2i, in V6 has been really enjoyable and I really honestly believe that I got the best temp position in the world. Although I grumble alot about my work, esp during recent days, I wouldnt exchange it for any other temp position, even if the pay is like 10bucks/hr or something. The work, although not distributed to me, is intriguing and interesting. And I really want to stay on to see what more I can learn and experience. So hopefully hopefully hopefully I'll be getting some work soon coz well I feedback to my team head that there's nothing much for me to do at the moment. Anw Mok, if you're reading this, this is why I'm hesitating about quitting early. Honestly, if my job sucked, I wouldn't even have extended my contract you see. =)
Well my team head also talked to me about alot of stuff like learning and growing up, knowing how to differentiate b/w learning the right from the wrong things, being more sensitive and aware of the things around me, etc. I actually told her that one of the problems I'm facing is low self-esteem/confidence. Coz I realise that I always look to other people for affirmation when it comes to decision making; whether the decision is something practical like what I should study, to things like is this the kind of person I want to/should become? Well I think that's just a problem that I have to think about and deal with myself. Coz I cant be babysat (is there such a word?) for the rest of my whole life and someday, I need to be able to stand on my own feet and be confident of being who I am, whoever that is. So yep, I guess this lack of confidence is actually part of my learning experience and honestly speaking, it's good that I'm aware of it. then at least I'll be able to face it and see what I can do about it. =) Ah this is one of the times when I realise that I'm still just a kid who's growing up. =D
Am I actually making sense?
I just received a highly irritating call frm a highly irritating JS. I think she's misunderstanding something (alot of things, maybe) and yet continues to refuse to listen to what exactly I'm saying. I think she thinks the world revolves around her. Srsly, so what if you're a PR and you urgently need a job. Hello. Everyone who comes here needs a job. I dont see why they can still be polite and appreciative of the help given to them while you're just coming here and demanding for things to be done solely for you. Srsly, if she continues to be like that, she might just become one of the cases which I'll turn away due to unreasonable attitude. =(
Ok sorry just a bit of ranting there. =(
Anw yep, back to happy things.
Yep I'm excited about university too! Not much at the moment, but I think that's coz I'm still working so, don't really have much time to think about university yet. But I know I'll be excited about it once I start attending those camps and all. And well, adrenaline rushes when I (just) realise that I havent sent the form P to confirm my acceptance. =X Haha shit I have to do it by tomorrow.
Eh shit now I have a lot of things that I'm excited about. I'm excited about all the upcoming events that my team has in the second week of June, esp this master class that my supervisor is organising. I'm excited about YJ's bday celebration tmr. I'm excited about my colleague's wedding and my team head said I can date her to go buy shoes if I need a new pair (I srsly dont have any nice shoes to wear for the wedding! Ok now I sound like I'm the bride. -.-) Haha yea so actually life's really happy and exciting right now. =) Lots of interesting things to look forward to!
Oh btw meeting up with Mok + Rach + Fang was pretty fun and interesting ytd. =) Had an awesome time with you guys I love you all to Pluto and back! =D I love how comfortable it feels and we're able to sit down and just talk/laugh about anything and everything. Sometime ago I was still thinking that my laughter has gotten less since idk when and I was feeling slightly sad about it. But hanging around you guys definitely brings the laughter and happiness back. Thank you peeps, you guys rock to the core. =D
Ok something I'm excited for. I was going to say uni, until I realised that I have this perfect ans after going out w (part of) CTG ytd. Ok actually it was after the train ride on the way to meet them.
If you're frm CTG and you're reading this, I think you might knw what I'm talking about by now. ;)
Hahahahahaha shallow as it is, I'm actually excited about this cute guy who's interning at my workplace starting this week! =P Ok this is making me sound totally desperate, shallow and whatnot. But still. C'mon, it's been a really long time since I've seen a cute guy! And with the potential to become part of my social circle somemore! Haha. Well too bad the guy isnt interning in my team but since I know the temp in that team... Close enough. =P
Mok, you're not the only one seeing cute guys. xD
And HF, too bad I really think he's attached.
Well I dont have any intention of going aft him in a bgr manner anw. Just.. Eyecandy hahaha. ^^ Perks of my job lol. Somemore he's going to be around all the way till I stop working so, woohoo~ Haha. Actually there's another intern in another team who's quite good looking also. But the one I'm supposedly "excited" about is more friendly so, too bad. But aiyah I'm just joking lah. We just happen to have a nice conversation on the train and I just hope I can gain another friend. =) The looks are just an additional bonus. xD
Speaking of interns, did I mention that the intern who just joined my team is giving me stress? As in, she's not actively giving me pressure like keep on acting like my boss and breathing down my neck or anything like that. In fact she's a really nice person and very friendly also. Think it's just my own mentality/personality problem lah. =X
Ok I really hope these interns never ever find my blog. Ever. If not, I'm dead. But well, if you're one of the interns I mentioned up there and you're reading this, I want you to understand that I mean no harm ok. Those are just some of the crazy thoughts I have that I HAPPEN TO blog out. If you cannot stand it then probably we wont be very close friends in future either so... Ya.
Yep ok, just now my team head dated me for lunch hahaha. Went for Subway! Like finally lol. After eating Quiznos last night, I thought I preferred Subway. But after eating Subway, I can't decide b/w the two heh. I think I love the Quiznos cookie but I love Subway for having a wider variety of choices! =) But anw, both are good so yep, a recommendation frm me! =)
Anw, during the "date", my team head actually talked to me about alot of stuff, from work to personal life. I think she wanted to find out how I thought about the team/e2i so far so I just gave her my honest opinions coz really, working in e2i, in V6 has been really enjoyable and I really honestly believe that I got the best temp position in the world. Although I grumble alot about my work, esp during recent days, I wouldnt exchange it for any other temp position, even if the pay is like 10bucks/hr or something. The work, although not distributed to me, is intriguing and interesting. And I really want to stay on to see what more I can learn and experience. So hopefully hopefully hopefully I'll be getting some work soon coz well I feedback to my team head that there's nothing much for me to do at the moment. Anw Mok, if you're reading this, this is why I'm hesitating about quitting early. Honestly, if my job sucked, I wouldn't even have extended my contract you see. =)
Well my team head also talked to me about alot of stuff like learning and growing up, knowing how to differentiate b/w learning the right from the wrong things, being more sensitive and aware of the things around me, etc. I actually told her that one of the problems I'm facing is low self-esteem/confidence. Coz I realise that I always look to other people for affirmation when it comes to decision making; whether the decision is something practical like what I should study, to things like is this the kind of person I want to/should become? Well I think that's just a problem that I have to think about and deal with myself. Coz I cant be babysat (is there such a word?) for the rest of my whole life and someday, I need to be able to stand on my own feet and be confident of being who I am, whoever that is. So yep, I guess this lack of confidence is actually part of my learning experience and honestly speaking, it's good that I'm aware of it. then at least I'll be able to face it and see what I can do about it. =) Ah this is one of the times when I realise that I'm still just a kid who's growing up. =D
Am I actually making sense?
I just received a highly irritating call frm a highly irritating JS. I think she's misunderstanding something (alot of things, maybe) and yet continues to refuse to listen to what exactly I'm saying. I think she thinks the world revolves around her. Srsly, so what if you're a PR and you urgently need a job. Hello. Everyone who comes here needs a job. I dont see why they can still be polite and appreciative of the help given to them while you're just coming here and demanding for things to be done solely for you. Srsly, if she continues to be like that, she might just become one of the cases which I'll turn away due to unreasonable attitude. =(
Ok sorry just a bit of ranting there. =(
Anw yep, back to happy things.
Yep I'm excited about university too! Not much at the moment, but I think that's coz I'm still working so, don't really have much time to think about university yet. But I know I'll be excited about it once I start attending those camps and all. And well, adrenaline rushes when I (just) realise that I havent sent the form P to confirm my acceptance. =X Haha shit I have to do it by tomorrow.
Eh shit now I have a lot of things that I'm excited about. I'm excited about all the upcoming events that my team has in the second week of June, esp this master class that my supervisor is organising. I'm excited about YJ's bday celebration tmr. I'm excited about my colleague's wedding and my team head said I can date her to go buy shoes if I need a new pair (I srsly dont have any nice shoes to wear for the wedding! Ok now I sound like I'm the bride. -.-) Haha yea so actually life's really happy and exciting right now. =) Lots of interesting things to look forward to!
Oh btw meeting up with Mok + Rach + Fang was pretty fun and interesting ytd. =) Had an awesome time with you guys I love you all to Pluto and back! =D I love how comfortable it feels and we're able to sit down and just talk/laugh about anything and everything. Sometime ago I was still thinking that my laughter has gotten less since idk when and I was feeling slightly sad about it. But hanging around you guys definitely brings the laughter and happiness back. Thank you peeps, you guys rock to the core. =D
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